BLAH

[dulcetstar]

I don't feel much too talkative rn, especially after botching a fresh piece of avocado by unwisely adding chocolate milk. I knew I shouldn't have used chocolate! Oh wells... mistakes are meant to learn from.

In other news, boyfriend will be staying off the grid for 21 days, meaning he'll be... gone, basically, for almost an entire month because apparently, he needs "absolute focus" for his upcoming CS exam. I hate him sometimes. I think it's unnecessary and a bit too extreme, and this is coming from someone who has asian parents. Like, uninstalling all of his social media and stuff just to stay "focused". Seriously... WAAAAAA!!! Even if he did say he'll still be contactable through WhatsApp, he much prefers unadulterated isolation. Which I think is very stupid. He's very stupid for this. I don't think it'd be that healthy to isolate yourself from your girlfriend, your friends, basically the entire world, just for a lousy little exam but I'll let him figure things out on his own~. He knows I'll wait for him, wherever and whenever, because I am his and he's mine. <333

While this is extremely frustrating, it cannot be that bad. I can use this time to catch up on friends and other hobbies I've been neglecting. I might also go back to my German lessons... looking forward to it. I just hope things go well for the both of us.

Or maybe I worry too much, y'know?

Gute nacht, bellas~!